Sunday, April 02, 2006

Laahasil......















What is she going to learn from broke? It’s not like she was a spendthrift before....

When the laughter drained, more quickly than either of them were now prepared for , along silence ensured, a silence that refused to be broken, that paralyzed both of them even as it insisted that something be done ….
You never get to have what you had…. Things change whether u want them or not….. You kind of forced them … You decided you wanted something ,and, like always------

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Never mind about everything .Lets go back to where we were.. But she knows-knows it because she does love him that much- that it cannot be so easy yet......

these had taken the form of crimes of the tongue , or crimes of silence-things said or left unsaid –and perhaps words lose their force, just dry up and blow away after a certain amount of time, or alter their characters, changing from arrows and slights to dust bunnies of other things-one persons hearts desire refused to him or her , yet freely, even carelessly, given to another - perhaps time turns these to memories and than to words , and these, too , are
s-c-a-t-t-e-r-e-d….

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

"one persons hearts desire refused to him or her , yet freely, even carelessly, given to another"

i can relate to this numerous times since its something thats bothered me time and again, in diff situations...

"perhaps time turns these to memories and than to words , and these, too , are
s-c-a-t-t-e-r-e-d…."

this might be a possible explanation as to why some ppl put such a strain on "reading between the lines"...to help compensate for the scattering of those orphaned words...

Saad said...
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Saad said...

came to know from other areas tht u have started blogging again..delighted to c tht u infact hav!

once again nicely done..but i disagree with this part"and perhaps words lose their force, just dry up and blow away after a certain amount of time"...words never lose force!..at the end of the day u only hav words with u..words are always ever lasting

and before tht u said silence is unsaid...its never is unsaid..it speaks more that wht u actually say...silence yells out ur inside

but i wud once again say tht the words were nicely put..rather very nicely put..however, i disagree with certain things but even then i appreciate it!

meshwork said...

yar bina it is beautiful...
never have any of your posts been so good..this has to be the best,,,

hope you're feeling better...
lots of love

coco jumbo said...

let the hope recollect those scattered pieces similar to the building of a bird's nest from scattered straws.

G said...

kya kaha tha mein neh. philipino baradari ki baat maan lo. ab pastha rahi ho. its ok. how abt a jamaican baradari next time?

mahnoor said...

welcome back benz!

Mr. Khurram said...

OO Welcome back, My Dear! you were gone for such long time. I'm glad that you 've found some way to post.

How you 've been doin'? Thankyou for your comments though. *Smiles*

God bless you....

benz said...

wajahat:-

:) yeah i guess .... but now ..in the end.... it doesnt matter any more..:)


Saad:-
thanks.. cousin i really appreciate it .. yeah , have started blogging... i dutn want to ,but dunt knwo y ... i guess there are some things in life that u cnat compromise abt.. i think this is one og them too...

well, i used to agree on tht before but now i have realised for some ppl it doesnt matter . for them words are empty cessels., so there is no point of losing ur words before them .... u . just blow with the wind...
as far as silence is soncerned i ahave been heareing tht too btu naaaaaaaaa,, now i beleive in none of the above statements.... they are jsut echos of the words or the whispers of the past... nothign moew than tnt ...

mehwihs :-
yes, i guess afyer a very long time being in the period of treauma of shock for 8 months .. i m finally over with it...
:)but the scar is still there.... ;)

viscous:- yes. the memories plays its back n forth part... they are jsut like rose with thorns... :)

gauher :-lol han ab tto sab arab sumujh ker garbar ho jata hai....:P

mahanoor:0
thanks ..*HUGS******** manoooooooooooo .... thansk for the waarm welcome...

champ;_ :)

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