Tuesday, December 13, 2005

A room of her own






















It was not that she felt empty. It was there were so manay choices about how to feel , and there were the feelings about the feelings. which multiplied themselves-refracted-infinite….. first she wanted him , he went, now he is back she wants to go now… she is running from the reality now… Now, only there was a hole in her original thesis for the essay she had never written….

17 comments:

Reza said...

Caught between action and inaction. Caught between a rock and a hard place. Have second thoughts and lost in thought.

meshwork said...

bina
if he ever was hers if he ever did really love her..he wouldve never left..but the loser did.. he left ...instead of taking her hand in his...he pushed her away and left..hiding behind ludicrous excuses
he might give her all sorts of justifications now, act all depressed and all the other bullshit.. butthe facts still stand firm...
then again i don't if any girl would wantto be with a man ..who couldn't even stand up for her..who broke her into a million pieces and never turned to look back... who is taking advantage of the fact that she still caters feelings for him
she loves him.. and i'mnot going to tell her to get over it.. forget him and all that crap..cause of love is not a starnger to me..
and she loved him..so forgetting him would be out of the question but what she does need to do is walk away with pride..dont run... she never did anythign wrong..he was the one at fault..not her..
and if he is reading this.. stop making her life miserable...stop the mind games... decide whether you'r in or out..
honestly i'd rather see you stay away but i know she doesn't,just one of those stupid things loves does ..
and one last thing.. she deserves better..much better.. and he has absolutely nothign to offer cause he sold it all to all the wrong people..

meshwork said...

then again i dont* know

cause* love is ot starnger to me..

just missed a few words..

meshwork said...

ahh.. sorry..
no*stranger
lol.

Saad said...

u dont loose any1 its like u forget him for the time being...n then u realise he is still there n thts when it gets late

Anonymous said...

that is surely a perfect room...at first, one things the post as a mere exaggerations...but, on the second thought, it appears to be very true...as true as life and death!...:)

Sana Umer said...

bina.. so its ur prob...
u were talking about it??
if i am not wrong??
n' i know about whom u r writing all this!

mahnoor said...

feelings about feelings... i hate those!

benz said...

Reza:- i know what u r talking abt.. thanks alot.. will sure give one :)

Mehwish :-shedoesnt knwo who she loves iguess... her famme fatal natures attracts people and i think that lead them to misunderstanding... cating for someone is not wrong as far as you dont do anythign wrong.s.. yes she never did anythign wrong.. all she was she loved him .. she never had pleasantry conversation , never went on date or talked on phone for hours....
if she was weak she would have died years agao.. hse is a strong gorl and knows how to handle situations..... i m sure she will not run anf will lead her life what ever life will offer her... she is waiting for the sun to rise up on her side waking her up with a new her... :)
she loved people and she still loves them .she believed humans are the most beautiful creature of ALlah >.. they have got so much to give anf she did the same.... now when she thinks abt them she feels pity for them , still thinks ppl are innocent coz they have no idea waht harm they do with ppl plaing with thir emotions....
they are killers.:)

saad:-yeah saad u r right .. its may be cause they were never menat to be together... Allah has stored somethign better for her... somethign much better :)

Aqsa:_now, thereit goes tricky ;)

Destruction:_ i surely do agree no one is to blame.... every individual has got their own problems n one has to acceot them ...no matter what ... we humans are too helpless at cenrtan stage of time n all we can do is nothing n weep... somehtigns are just not meant to be...

aks:-....;) i miss u yaari.. i remmerbther the great times we had together discussing abt all these issues of people in the print room .......

sulleman.:_ thanks...:)

mahanoor:- me too :(

sapphire:-sometimes we have to put ourselves on others shoes before taking any action or judging them .... if u start judging ppl u wont have time to loce them .... dunt be harsh on themm... feell ucky ppl need us.... we all need eachother... try to be little soft with them..... i think ppl love her coz she love all humanity....
;)

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